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So yesterday I went to the neurologist and it was a bit nerve wracking. He did a few little tests, like testing my reflexes, making me touch my toes, touching my fingers together...etc.. He read my brain scan chart and showed me where the fluid was building up. The end result is he said the condition is congenital - meaning I was born with it. Why I was never diagnosed with this sooner I have no fucking idea.

As for what's going on now - the neurologist to my test results to a Neurosurgeon affiliated with one of the top hospitals in Brooklyn for Neurology - and...I'll find out Monday what's going on. The Neuroloist left me a message today saying that there is absolutely nothing urgent but he would like to speak to me.

Uh

What the fuck does that mean?

I think it means that my condition isn't life threatening but there may be treatment or medication to alleviate the pressure - or something.

There is like so much crap going on right now - in addition to my REAL problems, my "lawyer" is constantly calling me - saying that I need to go to "physical therapy" more often, and now I have to go to another doctor who works for the car insurance that I'm suing - I think. I don't know - but I know I am not going to see any more fucking doctors who look for things wrong with me so they can get money from me. It's enough. And I decided that if this means there is no settlement then I don't fucking care - if I never want to a doctor in the first place I would never know I had this brain lemonade bullshit - who knows what this scam place would find wrong with me next? And its like how am I supposed to tell what's real or not? So yeah - no fucking settlement - I don't really care enough -there's only so much underhanded stuff I'll do before I draw the line.