Sorry I haven't been updating much lately. Last month I started seeing a wonderful man who I'm deeply in love with...blah blah blah...and it's taken my mind off everything so I've been too happy to write about what's wrong with me.
I had two night terror attacks at his house. When we first started dating, I had told him about my "condition" and about the night terrors which I don't think are directly related but due to nerves. He was pretty well read on both problems, having a family member with Hydro.
The first time I had a night terror was also the second night I had spent at his place. He gently woke me up and told me everything was ok, he was there and he loved me and wouldn't let anything happen to me.
Last night I had another incident - I heard myself screaming my fucking head off and I couldn't' stop! I had dreamed that my guy had gotten out of bed to use the bathroom or something, and this figure got in the bed next to me -and that's when I started screaming in real life. My guy woke me up and again calmed me down, and when i was ok he told me I had been screaming for a good five minutes!
I've been having really bad headaches lately - whenever my head is lowered, like looking under things, or if I have to look up for too long, I get really dizzy and actually can't see for a few seconds. Then I get a headache that lasts for days! I don't think its a coincidence I've had a half dozen of these dizzy spells and then have a night terror attack.
Once the accident case is over - when i finally get my settlement - I"m going to have the endoscopic surgery.
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